Then Pastor got up to preach. There had been a lot of things on my mind that I had tried to understand and just couldn't quite grasp the past few years. It wasn't anything particular about the actual message......nor was it what he said that caused this huge light bulb to come on in my mind but somehow.....in the midst of the the preaching, I felt the Holy Spirit and immediately God opened my understanding to this certain past event that had plagued me. It was like a blindfold was taken off my eyes and I was finally able to really understand a portion of what I could not before! Its hard to put in words, but it didn't stop there.
As I was mulling this all over in my mind, I saw that Pastor was preaching but I didn't know what he was saying because I was so ecstatic that I could hardly keep my composure, much less keep my face from showing the immense joy of relief lol. My mind flashed to things that entailed this past event, and it all seemed to flow together in unison and understanding. I tried to stop thinking about it all and get back to the message lol.....but my mind couldn't help itself and couldn't believe the relief I felt.
Once I finally put that on hold till after service, I was listening to the rest of the message when Pastor said something (though it was only one word of the title I had gotten earlier that morning while getting ready for church)......it was like an arrow pierced my heart and the full title came at me with force and I knew it was the title that God wanted me to use for my book. By that time, I wish I could just shout and luckily the message moved towards that direction for altar call and we stood and praised God and I just stood up, raised my hands towards Heaven and told God THANK YOU for giving me understanding and for the title!
You might be confused, but when the book is published and you read it........this will all make sense lol. I just had to tell about the wonderful morning I had!! PRAISALUJAH! ; )
Have you ever had something happen and didn't understand the reasoning of it, even things years ago. And then to have it all come to light in your mind and to see it so clearly and the understanding be so CLEAR, it is an amazing feeling........anyhoo....my husband knows this about me but I won't let anything rest until I have figured it out lol. Thank goodness that God, after 2 years of my wondering and analyzing and nights of tears and crying out to God.......he opened up up my eyes and I understand now!!! The Title was just an added extra and icing on the cake so to speak lol.......it all fits too......I could not have finished writing my book without this crucial understanding, but I might give myself away here.......so got to wait until its released, hopefully in 2009!
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