I am not sure what I will be deciding going forth with this blog. This coming February will be 20 years since I started this blog! My daughter was reading a lot of my older posts the other night and she asked me if I still believe this way or that based on what I said almost 20 years ago. Sometimes I have changed opinions on things and other times I'm even more against them than I used to be. However, sin is sin and I haven't compromised and accepted any of that as being ok. Having to go back through all my old posts and update them is beyond tedious for me and I'd rather just be done really.
My daughter said she is so glad I wrote this blog because if I do die, she said she will have all of it to know what I thought about so many topics and she will have a lot of tips to help her. What if it was all for my daughter? Then, it was worth every post.
Maybe I have touched others over these past 20 years. Some have told me so and then back when I had my comments on, many told me off LOL! A lot of them hated me because they hated God and they eventually went back into the world, so it was what it was. I guess it's easier to take it out on me than to tell it to God's face. Even if you don't agree with me on everything, you can either quit reading or skip the parts you didn't want to read.
What a wild ride this blog has been and what a voice and a platform it has become. I'm actually terrified a lot to even write anything because thousands every week are reading and I don't want to lead anyone wrong. Sometimes I didn't say things in the best way - to me they sounded ok but you can never hear someone's tone of voice when you read their writing and many assumptions have been made against me that were false. Other times I have no idea what I was thinking and I guess that's youth for you.
For my daughter I'm glad that I wrote. May the legacy that I leave show her that, if anything, Momma was passionate for obedience to God and a lover of the truth.
