My husband kept trying to comfort me as he was half asleep but as my crying and screaming got louder, he started waking up and holding me. I couldn't even get the words out but just saying help me. Finally, I was able to ask my husband if God loves me. He began to talk about how so many said that I would be unable to bear children and how God opened my womb and gave me my daughter and then again after years of not being able to conceive and being told that I probably wouldn't be able to have more children - God did it again and gave me my son.
Hearing reminders of God's miracles squashed all of the lies of the devil in a moment. I was able to calm down and just lay there thinking on my daughter and son - 2 miracles in the next rooms sent from God Himself and now serving as a reminder of His love. Not only that but God brought me to the truth at 19 years old by taking me all the way to Alaska and then He gave me a Godly husband and a happy home. He delivered me out of sin, cleansed me and washed me in His blood and gave me a new life. He could have left me in the world in sin like I was with alcohol drowning out my past abuses but God didn't! He loved me so much, he saved me and took the alcoholism away and healed my past. Satan knows that we are blood-bought, we are redeemed, we have something that he can never have and he hates us - it isn't God that hates us, it is Satan that hates us!
When Satan lies to you - remember. Remember all that God has done and let it drown out all the hurt, sorrow, pain and lies that Satan tries to tell you. Then, you will have victory and peace! Remember that this isn't the end, we will see loved ones again in heaven, there is a reunion awaiting us!
Thanks to Joyful Christian Homemaker for letting me know there was a song to the verse in Job 1:21, it was an encouragement to me today:
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